I do

it is not that i don’t want to live,
i do,
it is that i no longer know how to

it is not that i don’t love life,
i do,
it is that i no longer feel its love

it is not that i am weak,
i am not,
it is that i am exhausted

it is not that i am ungrateful,
i am not,
it is that i have reached my end